I'm going out of my mind.

I woke up this morning quite nicely, then not thirty seconds after consciousness came like a hammer to the skull my imminent-lack-of-dwelling feeling.
Oh, how I need the vacation I only recently realized I haven't had in a very, very long time. Also, there's the need for cash.

We were supposed to go out for drinks (with Grant and Beth) after the shows tonight but things came up - so I'm just going to sit in view of some DVDs all evening. Quietly. Alone. Content.